Saturday, January 14, 2012
haiz... y this few yr live nv seem stable for me... everytime i thought it will be stable there will be some thing not rite happening... am i really tat useless... i really wanna give up... but everytime i wan there one thing tat keep me wanna go on... its always u... i really don know wad to do sia... to move on? but how? haiz...
REALITY
3:21 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Didn't blog for months... U r back at last feel so happy!!! Haha....
REALITY
2:57 AM
Sunday, August 28, 2011
i feel like millions of needles poking me... the pain... make me unable to do anything... i hate myself to the max...
REALITY
8:37 PM
Monday, August 8, 2011
Afterall the truth is I'm have lost faith in myself....
REALITY
7:04 AM
Saturday, August 6, 2011
guess its time... time for me to wake up and set things rite... i don wanna let ppl who really cares for me down anymore...
but i really need help... will my mom help me this time? after i let her down so many time?
REALITY
6:26 AM
Saturday, July 30, 2011
y cant i get over it... i don know wad kind of choice to make now... or is it i scare of making one... i scare i will fail again... how do i get rid of this fear... wad is the problem????
REALITY
9:52 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
After so much happen... I find myself rather be alone... Is not like past time anymore.... Guess me myself also can't go back like wad I am in the past also... Maybe I have really lost trust in everyone... It maybe selfish but guess I just wanna keep myself away from trouble.. Hope u guys understand...
REALITY
10:58 PM