Sunday, October 24, 2010
Alot happen!!! Really cant take it liaoz.. Home don feel like home... Go home still need scare this and Tat.... WTF sia... Sometime i really don understand.... Y he is so fuck up... How old liaoz still don know how to think... Everytime going home Wif fear Tat my things will gone missing... Dad helping him clear his debt... He only knoe how to spent... When the bill come he just walk away and let my dad pay everything.. He can even take my Ic and go sign singtel line... Wifout letting me knoe... Only when the bill come den I will get to find out... At last I know y my dad is not giving my mom enough to pay for house things... He just moving from my dad house to our house cause dad got nth more for him to take and tat y he back obin my home... Den don knoe wad u r doing outside... End up need mom take out 1k to pay things for u again... U r 25 liaoz still Nv work... Waiting for money to come to u?! Haiz.. Can u pls get out of my life!!!!
Not only home... I don know is I Suay or wad... Somemore bike spoil repair liaoz need pay 1.5k... Don know where to fork out the money... Y do this have to come when aready not doing good... Make up my mind and wanna sell my bike.. But I need pay 2.8k more... WTF... Selling and yet need pay more... Can some 1 pls teach me wad to do... Wif this alone I stress enough.. I need settle this by the end of the month... And got no idea where to get the money...
Camp...
Haiz... Sometime I rather stay in camp den going home.. Thought it will be better... I least I don have to scare things going missing or wad... But there still a problem here... He treating me like nobody... Don knoe wad is wrong Wif him... I know is my fault in the past... Did wad I can to pay back le... But u just don bother... Explain tou liaoz u also like tat... I'm sorry... Haiz hope u will understand tat all.. Just don make feel like a fool....
Life is meaningless!!!
Ending it will be better??
Always asking myself y?? But don seem to get a answer!!!
Thinking so much... But not even 1 I can do something about it!!!
Am I useless??!
REALITY
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