Tuesday, February 15, 2011
back from thailand... guess is not as good as i thought ba... cause u wasnt there? sadded... guess is time to work hard for wad i wan...
was thinking thinking and thinking... wad i really wan and wad i have to do to earn it back? haa... guess it's time to work hard and earn money... clear my debt and buy things tat i lost and wad i wan... have make up my mind... since i try many ways... msg call are still not reply and answers... don know wad else to do liaoz... so now its time to work for myself... don wanna suffer anymore... i like suffering everyday...
at mid of 2010... i had wad i wan... i really happy and enjoy my time... and after few months everything was gone... and they left tgt... by den there no smile on my face anymore... haiz... now is time to gain back everything from the start... give myself 3months... and guess i would be back to myself...
REALITY
8:36 PM
Sunday, February 6, 2011
in thailand now.... Just finish drinking... Wooot nite life not bad... Haa... Using wifi to surf net... Sianz ar... I'm still think bout it... I don know y.... Every nite b4 I sleep u just pop up in my mind.... Y do u wanna make it so hard for me... I really did wad I can liaoz.. I'm sorry... Wad else do u wan me to do so tat u can forgive me? I really don know.... Up till now I still blame my own for everything... I know all these happen cause of me... I'm sorry... U don u give me a chance to prove something...
REALITY
1:46 AM