Thursday, January 13, 2011
was thinking alot today... just now went out alone... was like no place i wanna go... just ride around... ended up at 7-11... went to buy something to eat... it had been so long liaoz... y is it still in my mind? i just don understand... how can u make it look so easy to forget? but i just cant? ur bday is coming soon... thinking of getting u a lappy... but it seem impossible now... no money left... think will get u 2 fp polo ba... i still rmb tat u say u wanna buy 1 for me after u get the 200bucks... tat time u were like... die die also wan buy thing for me... i say no need... when i ask u y.... u say alot of reason... but now... it so diff... hey i asking myself all day long... how long more must i be like taT? i really feel tat my life is so worthless... there nth important left... nth else i wanna to do... i just feel like giving up everything... wtf... this is the first time i feel so much pain... feel tat is just to deep to forget... i think is just impossible to forget bout it...
CAN U PLS UNDERSTAND ME A BIT? I FEEL SO LIFELESS!!! U JUST LEAVE WIF OUT A WORD OR EXPLAINING!?
REALITY
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