am not doing well afterall... i just lying to myself... till today.. i still cant forget... yyyyyyyyyyy.... how i can recover myself... i got no mood for anything.... i'm just always alone... i just always think... when i think i just ride to where we had supper always... so wad.. i know tat not going to change anything... but it just make me feel better... even is only a little... i just don know wad i am i thinking... y am i so into this... cause i'm all alone when u leave... there was no 1 who care so much bout me till today... there no 1... but u where the one willing to keep me company... but now... u r like gone.. msg call all don wan reply... u nv know how i feel... u nv know... seriously... wtf am i suppose to do now.... WAD WAD WAD???? can some1 tell me... zzzz
REALITY
11:05 PM
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
i'm so lost i don know wad to to do... i don feel like working anymore... i don know y... not working is not rite i know... but yet y am i doing this... how i can save myself from all this rubbish? i really don know.... wad am i thinking... haiz... ever since den my life is a total mass... i cause all this mass my own... but i don know how to solve it... for u i did so much... for my own i cant even think of a way to do it... i don understand... y cant i do a think for myself... yet i did so much for u, without thinking of the consequences... wtf... am i really going to fall???
REALITY
6:23 PM