so there really no way to solve my problem liaoz? haiz... must i really go in??? to tell the truth i rather die den go in... 22 yrs of my life may be enough ba... even though happy time may be short... but i enjoy them to the max... of cos i wan more of it... but the no way it going to happen...
am i really in the wrong? there no 1 to share my loads wif me... i really lonely...
REALITY
10:22 PM
Friday, July 22, 2011
i'm tired of working out things liaoz... when i'm in such stats... who will really understand how i feel.. nO 1 will... there loads i'm carry is something i nv come across be4... who really will help me? who really can? i just don understnad... YYYY??? if only i can had those ppl around me once again... but in the end they all leave me alone... yyy?? can u all at least give me a answers? is its so bad till u cant forgive me?
i always wanted u to tell u wait for me... till i clear my debts, but guess i will nv get to say tat to u as thing is going now...cause i don wanna u to carry my loads wif me, i feel so uneasy when u r so near yet u seem so far...
I'm ALONE!!!!
REALITY
5:28 AM
Monday, July 18, 2011
keeping all my thoughts to myself is not tat easy afterall... well, there no 1 out there anymore would hear me out liaoz... how sad huh...
REALITY
1:05 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Suffering and more suffering is wad I get huh... Since u all don give a dam bout me den y do I care so much for u all bout the past??? Zz zzz.... I got SO nice to eat??? Is this wad family call??? I just don understand... Y am I working so hard all this while when u all doing all this to me... Maybe its really time for me to stop walking ba... I'm tired, I'm alone, afterall...
REALITY
12:12 AM
Saturday, July 16, 2011
have i really been a fool??? if i haven been... den y am i feeling like one... may be it really time to stop walking... the more i walk the more i feel like 1... everytime when i feel somebody it there... it will start to leave... wtf sia... am i not good enough? is this the way it should bE??? y cant u all give me a answer???
REALITY
7:02 PM
Thursday, July 14, 2011
I just don seem to understand y the 2 person tat I care the most is treating me this way... I help u all in way tat I can... I care for u all more den myself... I don even care bout the conqusences... But in the end this is wad I get?? Wad am I to u all seriously.... Haiz.... U all will nv understand how it feel like... I nv ever thought tat u all will treat me this way... Nv ever!!!! Wtf sia... I don believe u both r such person but the way things r happening now is wad I can't believe... Wo Zhen de cuo le ma?? Haiz... Friends??? Is this the way it should be??? I just feel like going back to the past!! I can't stop thinking about it!!!!!
REALITY
12:45 AM